I'm sick of people reading it and relaying information of my life to those who see my hard times as entertainment. If i knew how to make this entire lj friends only, I would, but I don't. so a new one is in order.
Sorry gil, you won't be able to read the new one unless you get a livejournal yourself.
I've added most of the people i'm keepin around already so if you see lookinfoareason on your "friend of" list, add it.
yeah that's right, it's a CCR song, but slightly gangster.
i'm going to miss my stupid username made up from city of angels by the distillers only in spanish. yeah, my name means dead wings. fucking emo.
i don't want to write anymore.
I've significantly cut down my friends list on here, like, in half.
and my email is no longer on my user info.
if i find out any of my friends are linking people to my livejournal that should be here or giving out my email you'll be cut form my real life friends.
i shouldn't be getting emails from backstabbing bitches from high school that talked shit about me to my friends while being an angel to my face.
it's over.
especially if you're a broad who loves sexy irish dudes involved in organized crime.
awww yeah.
"Since being largely outlawed, the production of opium has significantly decreased around the world, despite an increasing demand. Opium is still being produced today legally for medicine. Afghanistan is currently the number one producer of the drug. During Taliban rule, the production of opium significantly decreased to 74 metric tons per year, but after the toppling of the Taliban by the Northern Alliance with foreign support in 2001, production has increased again. Opium exports make up a very large portion of Afghanistan's GDP, alongside natural gas and agriculture. According to DEA statistics, Afghanistan's production of oven-dried opium increased to 1,278 metric tons in 2002 shortly after the U.S. led invasion. Recent DEA statistics say that production more than doubled by 2003, and nearly doubled again during 2004. The UN Office on Drugs and Crime predicted a 6,100 tonne harvest of opium in year 2006 alone, and considers Afghanistan accountable for 92% [1] of the world's opium supply. In late 2004, the CIA estimated that 206,000 hectares were under poppy cultivation and that the new crop would generate 7 billion dollars worth of heroin."
Another thing the war in the middle east is doing to better our world.
I love that george was all about his war on drugs meanwhile his precious war is supplying the world with opium. not marijuana. FUCKING OPIUM.
shoot up, guys. heroin for all!
and no one can convince me that all of that fucking opium is being used medically and only medically. half of vancouver will be dead before george is out next year.
fucking heroin, seriously. *shakes head*
something chewed through one of the cords for my speakers. now i'm using the cord that supposed to be for the mic to use my speakers. i think. i don't know angelo moved the cords around for me and is trying to fix my other one.
i can't tell if it was the cat or a rodent. i hope it was the cat.
I don't want to go dig out traps and set free a thousand mice again. this is why i have cats. if cats kill mice, whatever. but i don't like killing them. so i release them into the field and they come back... or the outside cats get them.
i just hate catching mice. once the fall for the live trap, they don't fall for it again.
I have to start planting my belladonna in flats next month. i finally found good priced seeds online but what's left in my paypal account isn't enough.
i'm just so excited for spring. march starts on thursday. THURSDAY.
luckily spring actually starts in march. by april i hope to not need my shoes unless i'm working.
dad bought us a vaccuum cleaner. a shop vac. the mess in our house can not possibly break a shop vac. i'm having fun vaccuuming things.
i've had a craving lately for lego. i want something I can build. I tried re-building some of my sets with theyr alternate instructions, but I want something more. I wish I had the money to buy my batman set. but I don't have 110 dollars at all, let alone for lego.
I also really liek the aqua raiders sets and the mosaics. I miss being able to just build stuff, or actually having to build stuff.
oh well. Mayeb i'll go buy somethign small when I get paid. I don't mind spending money on stupid little things if I know they'r going to be fun to play with.
oh yeah, going to see black snake moan with the boy on friday.
hells yes, samuel l.
my cats been puking and this morning it made me puke.
getting out of bed to throw up is less than good.
i don't really have anythign tot alk about today, but i feel like talking to somebody. being social.
you might two or three more stupid entires like this today.
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- Music:waste - phish
as is everything working out and friendships not being ruined.
number 23 tomorrow. as well as work and meeting jen for the firts time.
at the end of march my life pretty much ends unless i find a way to save it.
i'm in a good mood.
- Music:police and thieves - the clash
Sometimes I really miss Sandwich.
I'v e been doing alot fo forte missing lately, I want to go visit him.
apparently Phil is friends with Hummeny. One of James' closest friends. weird. weird. weird.
I'm ina good mood.
having a boyfriend is weird, but i feels kinda nice.
also, my cell phone is completely out of minutes. i think i can still receive text messages though.
- Music:pagan baby - ccr
Not a horrible movie, but i'm glad I didn't see it in theatres.
Going to my mom's for dinner tonight. hopefully there will be candy and a baby nephew waiting there for me.
ok no that movie was bad. son of a bitch am i ever dissappointed. marie antoinette was so much more interesting than that.
nervous? you bet your ass.
I might go to the chubby pickle tonight and hear some metal bands play. this si very unlike me. so i decided to listen to the closest things ot new metal i like - TOOL and the deftones. at first i couldn't even find te tool song i really wanted because i couldn't remember the lyrics or title (turns out it was aenema) and i for the longest time couldn't find the gaping lotus experience and then once i finally did and waited like 5 minutes for it to download opiate finished playing and the gaping lotus experience kicked up. i'm a shitty tool fan.
but after like 5 songs i gave up and turned on the beatles and now it's cake.
i don't know if i can do metal bands. i could probably rock ozzfest, but metal bands at the chubby pickle? i doubt it.
i've gotten into the habit of getting out fo bed around 4 or 5 pm. not havign anything to do is rediculous. at leats i work thursday and friday.
i hate being like this.
i painted my fingernails dark sprkly purple. i don't even know the last time i painted my nails. it looks hot, but very un-me.
have you ever seen the rain is harder to play on guitar than it sounds. at least it's not very long.
can those of you who play guitar tell me some of the songs you first learned when you started playing? i distinctly remember one of my first songs being puddle of mudd. i don't wish to relive this.
even shitty bands or songs are good, i just need ot start practicing.
thanks dudes.
fuck all of this snow shit. i just want some fucking sun. then again it might help if i wake up before sundown...
i'm hungry
edit - 12:19am.
if you haven't seen DEEP THROAT, fucking see it.
not only is it rediculously impressive, it's cheesy and full of giant mustaches.
best porno ever.
dang.
and she's fat. i like that in a daughter of a man i used to worship.
i've never actually wnate dot be marilyn manson until just now.
http://community.livejournal.com/ohnothe
fuck, dita. do me.
hannibal Rising was so good.
although me and katie giggled quite a bit.
mostly because hannibal was a slammin hottie.
and so was his asian aunt. good lord. do me now. i think it's the girl from memoirs of a geisha.
and misha... oh god, cried.
in chapters i found the book but it's new and they only have the hardcover version so it was 35 bucks so i said fuck that.
i bought a calendar instead. a glow in the dark calendar of constellations. <3
i'm so nerdy.
it's a shame our male escorts (and sarah) couldn't make it, but topless katie and i did enough hand holding and snuggling and making out so that it didn't matter.
when i came home i lit a bunch of candles and sat in te bath with a little sampler of phil's writing which i thoroughly enjoyed.
loop tomorrow night, i think.
good weekend.
omfg edit. edit. me and a friend think we migth have crushes on eachother. we're going to go on a date and see how it goes.
we haven't actually talke din person in quite a while, but we've been IMing alot.
omfg. excited.
*gay girly reaction*
- Music:Bach's Goldberg Variations - Glenn Gould
it's a drawing of mia tyler but without her tattoos.
give this bitch some fiery red hair and she's perfect... except i think i want to cover the nipple.
oh mia <3
Right now I'm getting together the seeds I need for the plants I want. Today I picked all of the plants I want and I found most of the seeds on ebay, but I need more cash before i can buy them all. Some of them are a little hard to get ahold of because... well because alot of them are highly toxic and I could kill people with my garden this year, either that or get them very high. But they're legal plants as long as I just grow them.
I'm going to have the usual morning glories and begonias and then I picked out belladonna, poppies in a couple of colours, henbane, datura and mandrake (yes i picked them because of harry potter, shut your mouth) and I think I want to grow some hawaiian baby woodrose as my potted plant. I always have one potted plant.
I'm not really going with any herbs or veggies this year because my dad always chops down parts of my garden anyways.
last year my garden was all butterfly attracting flowers, this year they're all poisonous and witchy flowers. I love it.
I want to plant borage flowers too because they're tasty, but i'm not buying some borage seeds, playing the like 6 dollar shipping and having them die because of our stupid weather. I also don't know if growing an edible flower with poisonous flowers is a good plan.
next year i'll grow all edible flowers. or maybe i'll just grow some borage in a pot or soemthing. it's only february. I've got until march before I have to start planting.
I'm really excited.
According to the groundhog we'll be getting an early spring. of course that's a crock of shit, but whatever.
I'm excited for the warm weather. Even though there is snow and cold predicted for the next 2 weeks... I'm still excited. next month I'll start planting my flowers inside and buying things I need for gardening. IN march or april I can start bringing Curtis outside again, poor little thing hates being inside all the time.
I'm just sick of winter. I'm ready for bright sun and green plants and flowers. and pencil skirts
can't wait.
- Mood:
excited - Music:squeezbox - the who
most especially because a cute boy kissed me on the cheek?
there were these two brothers there that ted kows i guess all they do is party and sing and they really love the beatles, oh and they're both really cute. One of them had been looking at me all nigth and even winked at me which of course made me blush and look away. Eventually he came over and put out his hand to shake mine and asked my name and when I told him he leaned in like he didn't hear me and I said it in his ear and he said he was dan and kissed me on the cheek.
i'm sure i turned a thousand shades of red.
nice little ego boost, though.
I haven't actually had a guy hit on me in a long time. I was starting to think I wasn't cute anymore, which of course is nowhere near true.
I'm super cute.
- Music:octopuses garden - the beatles
I want you to know that we're still friends. Although I may not agree with your choices, I will never turn my back on you and I just want you to be happy. Of course since I am your friend I feel the need to inform you of the concequences your actions can bring. To do this I've found an educational film that I think you should watch. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
Love,
Page
xoxoxox
I'm determined to have a Valentine's Day date this year. I will search out a male and we will go to the movies and i'm totally going to eat candy out of a heart shaped box.
I'm absolutely determined.
If not, I'll be spending the night with sarah and her frined kat eating chocolate and watching the notebook.
as you can see, if i don't find a date I probably won't live to see february 15th because of drowning in girly tears.
this can't happen, i'm too pretty to die.
I expect to have an invitation out on a valentine's day date in one of my comments.
i'm not kidding.
get to it.
- Music:because - the beatles
Today I bitched about a girl I hate, it was nice. I don't get to bitch about this girl as much as I'd like.
I cleaned my bathroom. I don't think the mold is gone, but the bathroom has be scrubbed with bleach and a mr clean magic eraser. so i can't see any.
I'm hoping me and the cats will be healthy again soon.
i'm going to do the kitchen too, but i'm out of bleach.
kitty's eye is doing better. btu she's still sneezy and in pain.
my lungs hurt from the bleach and dust and my hands are all dry and hurty from the bleach.
loop tonght. <3
i think i need a haircut.
i need guitar strings badly.
walmart is stupid.
i wish ym dad would buy groceries.
Edit
My dad bougth groceries. and then he took the truck and completely fucked me over so now i'm not going to the loop.
he also only bought french fries, dinner rolls and burgers... AGAIN.
i spent all morning scrubbing the house with bleach and then got completely screwed over.
i hate this.
- Location:a cleanish house
- Mood:
content - Music:acid rain - liquid tesion experiment
I can play elderly woman behind the counter in a small town by pearl jam on the guitar.
i'm still working on my timing and i desperately need new acoustic strings that DON'T sounds like shit, but i'm working on it.
apparently i also need a new patchcord and i no longer own a capo.
but dammit, it's all worth it.
i had so much fun at my music lesson.
i can't beleive i ever quit.
i bought a mr clean magic eraser.
by the end of te nigth i'll have a bathroom a normal person would actually consider using.
i also bought febreeze air freshner.
good lord. love.
looping on saturday. w00t. getting out amongst the living.
im excited ot not dress slutty or get drunk at the loop.
but me and sarah agreed that one drink would be harmless and would cut my awkward levels bby 90%.
i bought midol without caffeine for the first time in my life. it feels weird. but i can't eat a meal to take my giant ibuprophen at like 12am so this will have to do.
this whole... hellish menstruation thing is reDONKulous. i'll never forgive last summer for this.
mom had to send us home with a care package.
my unemployed mother who's on welfare had to send me and angelo home with food.
thhat shouldn't happen. she's also givig angelo money for one of his textbooks.
THIS SHOULDN'T HAPPEN.
i hate having to depend on her.
i just wish my dad would pull his head out of his girlfriend's ass and realize she's not his family, we are.
kitty has a bad cold. and an even worse eye infection.
i don't knwo what to do.
i caught a cold from her... and she caught it from benny.
catching a cold from a cat is gross.
but she looks liek she's in so much pain i won't deny her any snuggling.
phil's happy in banff. he's moving to jasper in a few days and in a few months he's moving onnto vancouver island. tofino?
he has a roomate and he's met lots of nice people.
i love him. i miss him.
The Heavyweight Champion
Start by having sex with normal women, but slowly move up in weight class until you can easily handle the big girls. Then have sex with fat girl every couple months for a year.
Bonus points if you make yourself a title belt.
The Inconsiderate Driver
When having sex from behind, you "change lanes" without signaling.
The Howard Cunningham
Go to ace hardware wearing a fez, strip completely naked and yell "Marion where is my dinner?" while you fuck the shit out of the hole you just drilled into the cash register.
Bonus points if you can get the other employees to sing the Happy Days theme while you're drilling the hole.
Double bonus points if you can convince Scott Baio to yell "He's Gonna Jump the Shark!" just before you blow it.
Triple bonus points if you can get John Madden to say "See, I told ya Ace is the place," while jacking off with a pair of pliers.
The Hazard County
Take the dirt road while face to face. When you're ready to pop, pull out and shoot your little Duke boys over her Love Bog and safely onto her stomach while she sings "Dixie" and you shout, "YEEEEE HAAAWWWW!"
The Longest Yard (1974)
Fuck your girl in the poop shoot in a prison shower while wearing a football helmet.
The Longest Yard (2005)
Same as the 1974 version except you get fucked in the ass.
- Music:i touch myself - divinyls
hey do you still talk to natalia?
Chris..?STONED at the jukebox' says:
talkin to her right now
Chris..?STONED at the jukebox' says:
speak of the devil eh
You can all just kiss off into the air says:
ok can you tell her that i say hi
You can all just kiss off into the air says:
and to stop telling people that i wanted to have sex with you so badly that i showed up at your house in nothing but a coat and begged for sex
Chris..?STONED at the jukebox' says:
wtf?
Chris..?STONED at the jukebox' says:
where did tahtshit come up
You can all just kiss off into the air says:
i heard it
You can all just kiss off into the air says:
i've all the rumors about me i've heard, that one was my favorite
You can all just kiss off into the air says:
but i'd still kind of like it to stop
Chris..?STONED at the jukebox' says:
i can see why lol
he tried to get us both into an msn conversation. fuck that shit.
all she'll do is lie about it.
i fucking love nasty rumors. love them.
as you can see by this one, i haven't been able to find one that's very ... ME.
blacck red and grey is not my style.
but the graffiti aspect is nifty
i found out somehwere down the read is hirirng. wish me luck.
i bought my nephew some checkerboard shoes. <3
i've been really lonely lately.
i finsihed watching the entire season of heroes.
i hate cliffhangers.
i need something else to watch tomorrow while i'm NOT working.
sarah and i are (possibly) looping it up on saturday and we have a competition going.
all of you better be praying to god that i win.
ALL of you.
today i decided to stop worrrying about things and stop over-reacting and to stop trying too hard to fix everything.
everything's going to turn out fine.
i've screwed some things up and things are a little rough, but it's all going to work out.
it always does.
i'm so sick of my house it's actually making me SICK.
i just want a different house.
these past couple of months i've been trying to change everything in my life.
get rid of things i did all the time or saw all the time when i was... un happy.
but i can't get rid of this house and it has the most memories of all.
i just want somewhere new.
i'm so rediculously broke.
- Music:kiss off - violent femmes
injured my ass.
when ang and i got home there was a note from dad with money and at the bottom it told us he loves us and is proud of us. the only time he says that in a note with money is on christmas.
how drunk was he?
fucking loser.
hooked on heroes. good show.
i have a crush on someone and i think that by liking him i'm risking having my "cool" status taken away. but i kind of like it.
i think matt will hit me in the face if/when i tell him.
hannibal rising comes out february 9th. i have to be there. who's with me?
someoen has successfully eliminated physical contact during sex.
for the low price of 200 dollars at aren't we naughty, or 89.95 online you can purchase the Doc Johnson Highjoy Internet Enabled iVibe Rabbit Vibrator.
I saw it at aren't we naughty yesterday and sarah larsh (who now works there) even took it out of the package and let me turn it on and see how it works.
http://www.nawtythings.com/remote3.h
it's just liek the regular rabbit, but this one can be used on the internet so that during webchat sessions someone else can control how your rabbit is operating. i don't know if the internet controls only work on HIGHJOY.COM or not, but holy shit.
this si the funniest thing i've ever seen.
it's the ultimate sex toy. you can use it on your own or someoen else can operate from another country.
not onnly has it taken cyber sex to a whole new, much creepier level, but it's eliminated the need to ever leave your house or date again.
i want one.
this is the greatest invention ever.
i wonder if buying it online for 90 bucks plus tax and shipping would be cheaper than 199.99 plus tax at aren't we naughty?
edit:
it's will only be 115.85 online. that's including batteries.
who wants to buy this on their credit card for me? i'll pay you 20 dollars.
this thing is fucking hilarious.
It took about 10 years of strong hatred, but i finally like pearl jam.
I've found about 10 songs i like.
I signed back up for guitar lessons. Ron is letting me pay one month at a time because of my poorness, thank god. 72 bucks a month i can handle. i can't hand over 144 bucks all at once, though.
I start february 1.
I'm really excited.
I'm very bored and would like to get out of the house.
I miss having friends with no job/school to take up their evenings.
God, i can't wait until summer. or at least april.
I'm so bored.Tomorrow I have nothing to do all week.
I don't work until friday, someone PLEASE give me something to do.
I'm horny, too. Though I doubt any of you can help with that.
I'm becoming a couch potato.
- Music:Black - Pearl Jam
Why yes, I think it might be.
Thank you, Ben, for your attractive, chubby, scientist friend with a beard who hates WoW and likes comic books.
Having a conversation with a male and not hating it is nice.
I sat in the house and did nothing all day yesterday. This is not acceptable.
I either need to do something fun or work.
I don't feel like sitting around today.
I actually broke down and finished dexter yesterday. I was saving it for work, but oh well. I liked this book better than the first one, but I think I only like it better because they didn't make a season out of it yet.
Once they make episodes about it I'll feel the same way about it that I do the first one.
Now I'm bored. I have to wait until the summer time for both Dexter and Harry Potter.
I need something new to read.
Start leaving me names of books/series you think I would like!
I tried to find something interesting at value village but it's all Danielle Steele novels. dear lord. If you're looking for Danielle Steele (which I hope none of you are) go to value village.
they're right near the 5 x-files t shirts I found.
I'm bored.
- Music:pay me my money down - bruce springsteen
ENID DOLL
comes with the bondage mask, a futeristic raygun and caveman's club.
love
found this at friendly stranger. katie told me i wasn't allowed to leave the store unti i bought it.
best part? THE PULL BACK MOTOR!
some second hand t shirts
a paddle.
it's so amazing. it hurts so bad, ahah.
i paddled everyone.
it leaves redness on the firts shot, even if you don't hit that hard.
2 very mild hits that didn't even overlap
don't ask what this is, just buy some.
awesome.
the best part of the trip was by far finding my soulmate. aka "kyle's friend with the long hair."
me and katie and mandie were watching speaker's corner before we left for downtown (mostly to go to the condom shack) and these attractive males were on and advertising needing a singer for their band.
they held up a poster that said "SEX" in giant pink letters and then explained that they wer elooking for a singer and they play music like rhcp and sublime and gave "kyle's" phone number.
then the cute one with the long hair on the left said that they were single and also looking foer women.
at this point i'm scrambling to see the phone number on the poster - to no avail.
so we planned to go on speaker's corner and advertise my email fo this dude to get back to me - because i'm retarded.
but first the condom shack. so we're in the condom shack and we;'re tyalking to the sexy broads that work there and when i go up to the counter with my purchses i look to the right and i see "hot vagina" in big pink letters and then an advertisment looking for singer in a band that plays red hot chili peppers and sublime style tunes. and there at the bottom is kyle's phone number.
so of course i flipped out and me and mandie and katie write down the number and explain the story to the girls working.
they ask which one i liked and inform me that the reason they were allowed to put their poster up in the store is because Pam that works there is friend with one of the guys - they think it's my guy.
so they pull out the communication book for the empoyees and make me leave a note for pam explaining my love for her friend and giving my email.
i was going to give me phone number but i figured if this scarborough guy saw 519 he would ignore it.
so now i have to sit and wait for kyle's friend with the long hair to add me to msn.
as a bakc-up, i have kyle's phone number.
i'm really tired, so i'm going to stop.
but tomorrow i'll tell you the sotry of how i frightened all of the guys on the bus away by spitting water all over the place.
traci lords, not only are you a fine bitch, but you're a grade-a rebel.
you're my under-age porno queen.
packing.
and doin g laundry. and cleaning, making sure i have everything.
good omen - i found my red and white necklace with the anchor.
i'm bringing my red and white polkadot shoes along now.
i have to have enouigh clothes to last me until sunday so i'm trying to pack enough without packing too much.
last time i packed stuff i didn't need.
although tomorrow night includes clubbing so i have to pack enough to accomodate multiple changings... because i'm a stupid GIRL.
i'm also updating my mp3 player.
packing dexter 2 and maybe hannibal just in case i finish dexter... wait... maybe i'll bring my gameboy and pokemon pinball instead.
both.
only my cutest underpants, strapless bra, emergency halter top... should i bring my hairdryer?
i hate packing in preparation for being girly.
last time it was ripped t shirts, baggy jeans and old running shoes.
worrying about these things makes me feel stupid.
oh well.
i'm fucking on vacation.
w00t.
it's driving me nuts.
so, darkly dreaming dexter is VERY different from the series. worse. ususally the book's better, not this time.
there's about half as much in the book as there is in the show. then again, the book took me about half the time it took me to watch the show.
whoever wrote the show is fantastic.
lots of character developement.
maybe it's just becaus ei saw the show first, but the book feels really rushed and empty.
all fo the enat things in the show i really loved, werne't in the book.
no prosthetics, or different colour finger nails, or deb romance.
hopefully the next book brings up more stuff.
if most of that was just thought up by someoen else - genius.
so far, i'm unimpressed.
not a bad book though, just not as good as the show, haha.
i can barely breathe i'm so fucking excited to leave.
i just want to not think or worry about anything for a few days.
i burst into tears today, i blame it on angelo (even though it's not technically his fault)
and i got assaulted a little by the old people in the mall this morning.
it's been a long, strange day.
very long.
and it's nearly over.
and sarah's in the same city again.
also? i've decided to give up. not gonna happen.
i'm out. good luck with life.
- Music:cotton fields - ccr
to kill time i went to chapters to purchse darkly dreaming dexter since i'm done season 1 and BORED.
so i get to chapters and i see the second book sitting there as well and pick it up so that i never have to be at the mall at 9 am again.
thanks to having breakfast at the mall and three long, boring hours of work i'm nearly done the mother fucking book.
sometimes i wish i wasn't such a fast reader.
while i'l at it, i might as well also wish i didn't retain eveytrhting i read so easily.
reading the book a second time seems rediculous because i still remember it clearly, even years later.
my brain is so bored lately. i've ebenw atching so many movies and tv and reading so many books because if i don't i feel bored and annoyed.
it's getting expensive... especially for joel whose movies i steal.
degrassi killed off a character i really liked.
i'm upset.
moreso than when they killed off the ONLY fat personn on the show.
i love canadian teen soap operas.
we're out of groceries.
i think i'm going to go watch a movie.
i'm hungry.
i should be doing laundry.
i leave for toronto on thurssday.
yay-ah.
buying a new book tomorrow.
sarah comes home.
possible second cute dj encounter wednesday night?
(that reminds me, i met a cute dj on saturday at patty o'ryan's. he plays at the avalon on wednesdays and he owes me some chuck berry.)
LEAVING FOR TORONTO ON THURSDAY!
excited.
fuck livejournal.
best fucking show ever.
not a joke.
everyone should watch this damn show.
i can't even beleive that just happend.
toronto on thursday.
"That's what I love about these high school girls, man. I get older, they stay the same age."
if i'm even half as creepy, i'm doing it right.
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fuck you. don't fucking make plans with me and then call and insist we go out to a bar. i know the things we can do are limited, but when i was underage we never went to bars and we always had somethign to do. i'm really fucking sick of you.
if i had asked for a rain check you'd get angry at me and say i'm ditching. if i go i'm going to be fucking uncomfortable all evening.
luckily aaron and darcy will be there.
but fuck man. what part of " i really don't want to drink or go to any bars for a while" don't you fucking understand?
it means i'm trying really hard to not put myself into situations where i feel the need to drink.
i'm almost sick of even being friends with you. i've been dreading hanging out all day.
i hate this.
i can't beleive i agreed to go.
i know driving me to work for 845 isn't something you want to do, but i gave you days and days of notice and have been reminding you.
now i can't fucking find you.
i don't want to be awake right now.
last shift ever at lego.
i was totally right about the identity of the ice truck killer!
i fucking win.
only four more episodes left.
why are the best looking guys always serial killers?
also, this is the greatest thing i've ever said.
my pedophilia has gone to a new level.
(i told peach i would be a surrogate mother for her children)
!! Peach/peace of art !! 3 days left in windsor!! -=- as i spread her thighs my life flashes before my eyes says:
awesome, so when my kids grow up[ i can be like :you came from her pussy hahah
Dexter - hey little kids, i have rubber ducks. climb into the tub with me says:
and when your son hits 18 he can go rigth back in
- Mood:
ecstatic
for those of you NOT watching dexter, i suggest you start.
find it on the internet.
alluc.org has it.
best.
show.
ever.
edited with new userpic. i made it myself.
now i have to make sure i'm the one who gets it working so that i can delete/remove my pictures from the camera.
this si rediculous. i won't know for a couple of days if popping it open and letting it dry actually fixes anything. though i doubt it.
i'm going to miss my camera.
also, my dignity.
this is slightly embarassing.
i snuggled it all.
it's kind of dead in there right now. but at least i brought in a radio and a ncie old lady brought in cookies for "the girls who work here" so i got some good homemade cookies.
this weekend i bought some kickin shoes. i was supposed ot buy running shoes for work purposes.... but i bought these instead.
and yes i can actually walk in these ones... kinda.
it's easier because they do the wedgey thing instead of the heeley thing.
i look cute in them.
they make my feet look less liek disgusting hippie feet and mroe like... normal people feet.
badass x5.
this is boring.
It's fucking snowing.
paige = ready for spring
I think I screwed something up without realizing it .
If i screwed something up with you, please let me know.
Thanks (and sorry) in advance.
Toronto soon. excitement ahoy.
yesterday instead of buying new running shoes like i needed to, i bougth some really cute wedgey,heely polk a dot shoes. i'm ashamed of myself, but i can walk in them and they're cute.
i also made up for it buy buying SNAKES ON A MUTHAFUCKIN PLANE.
If you would like to be the first to watch snakes on a plane with me, indicate this in a comment below.
I hung out with ceja on friday and saved our friendship. thank god.
her boyfriend is very wonderful. he's extremely pleasant and friendly. he's also very nerdy for a jock/army guy.
it's unfortunately wowism, but it's ok.
his friend Jean is also a wow nerd, which is unfortunate.
ceja was hoping to set us up and although he's a really nice guy and attractive, the wow is awful.
i just can't do that again.
saturday was the lego staff party at montana's. good fucking times.
we exchanged our secret santa gifts and... well ben had to buy for me and i tyold him to go to aren't we naughty and just find somethign cheap and rediculous.
mandie added that he should ahve to go in with a girl and take a picture of himself in there. my only request was that he didn't buy me a vibrator.
so, of course, he bought me a purple, waterproof, 3-speed bullet vibrator.
and made a really fantastic card that's REALLY for my eyes only. oh, ben.
i was so embarassed.
i guess he went in and actually asked the girl in the store for help. he told her it was for a co-worker, the limit was 15 dollars and "she's really horny". thanks ben.
i love it, but i'll probably never use it.
today was our last shift together. it was really sad and really sexy, obviously.
i still can't beleive i quit. it's going to feel really weird never working at lego again. part of me will miss it, but good-bye drama. only 2 shifts to go, thank god.
doogie howser is an amazing show. seriously.
i'm going to go do somethign productive... or sleep. whichever
she's a hippo (no fat jokes, assholes)
mini disc player? fucking stellar.
her headphones
we're bringin sexy back
so she's exactly like me except i'm usually only in underwear around the house. maybe a towel.
but i'm working on that.
they have a bikini top with little breasts, i want it.
Hippagemous likes to dance around the house to Sexy back by Justin Timberlake.
Also, I got a pretty flower in the mail yesterday.
and the petals are removeable...
an open-mouthed kiss to whoever can tell what this flower is and why it's petals detach.
sarah and peach are not allowed to guess.
your clue? FLOWER POWER
- Mood:
giggly - Music:let me go - cake
Today I feel good.
Even though I got into a fight with peach and ceja nearly aborted our friendship.
Today work and then sarah time and then tomorrow I go to the bear place and have plans with ceja.
Saturday is my LEGO staff party.
I'm excited to see what creepy sexual object ben got me for christmas.
The weather's beautiful.
Edit:
My friends seriously need to stop fucking bitching at me.
I'm sorry I'm not fucking perfect.
That's three of you now that have gotten angry at me and I'm sick of it.
Chill the fuck out, seriously.
If one more person bitches to me I will beat the shit out of them.
- Music:let me go - cake
</nervous breakdown>
i no longer work at lego. i probably won't have anymore shifts after the 13th.
i feel REALLY good.
i've been watching doogie howser, m.d. ...good fucking show.
gil, i owe you.
neil patrick harris was an attractive young doctor.
and now he's an attractive washed up old actor.
i love you, NPH.
I finally got my guitar back from joel. I was so worried he sold it.
Praise jesus for my Les Paul.
I think I might sign up for guitar lessons on friday. then again, i migth wait until after february because of my being poor now.
either way... woohoo!
good mood.
no more lego or liquor.
now all i need to do is get that Guy i like to make out with me.
I'm retarded. I love it.
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I'm not the only one!
weee!
- Location:i don't want to work - todd rundgren
I don't care what you do,
I don't care what you say
I don't care where you go
Or how long you stay
Someday, baby, you ain't gonna worry for me any more
spent it with peach, went to a party at shanes.
peach and gay dudes? good times.
something about this new year's eve is kind of bothering me. i have a feeling I might just be paranoid though, i hope so.
i have a strange feeling a friendship of mine is going down the tubes.
i don't really want to talk about it though, just in case it IS only my imagination.
luckily my current situation at work ISN'T bothering me, which is weird, but nice.
i'm sick of that place getting to me so much.
today marks the first day that i cut back on my drinking.
i have no liquor in the house and i won't be drinking again until i go to toronto with katie.
even then i might not, but there may be mild drunken partying involved.
i didn't drink today, but i did eat a chocolate that ahd kahlua in it, so i guess tomorrow actually marks my first day.
whatever.
i bought new clothes. a pair of jeans.
it feels good.
i'm opening the store tomorrow morning, so time for sleep.
ps. katie. i love you too. i think we're lesbians.
I'm starting to think the lack of Hannibal in this book is what scares me... who knows anymore.
Dr. Lectre is my god.
No one wants a new year's eve like I do.
It seems I need some new friends.
This is year I have a New Year';s resolution.
I'm going to severly cut back on the drinking. and quite possibly the pot.
but mostly the drinking.
i'm very tired.
Alright, Trey Parker, you've won this round.
my ferrets are adorable.
i don't want to work today.
i kind of think I know what I'm doing tomrorow... but I'm not positive.
I don't want to work tomorrow either.
Kenny lear hit on me the other night... it was frightening.
I would much rather be laying in bed right now than getting ready for work.
I have a feeling somethign weird is going to happen very soon. I can't tell if it's a good weird, or a bad weird. But it's weird.
Toronto trip with katie soon. Huzzah!
I'm done now.
then again, right about now i don't even think i could define unpleasant experience.
i ahd forgotten how much i loved doing this.
loved this feeling.
my brain hasn't felt this clear in a long time. i don';t feel stressed or sad. i just feel good and i feel like i can actually think.
feeling like your brain is actually functioning is a good feeling.... unfortujnately it's nto really a natural occurance.
i don't really feelike ljing it... but considering it;'s 3am... i doubt anyone will come online and have an actual conversationwith me.
i'm going to not write for a few minutes. i migth come back later.
cause your whole fucking life has been wasted
so call up all your boss and quit
find a replacement
There's better things in life, let's face it
Get your pink slip
Get your pink slip
Get your pink slip
Get your pink slip
Get your pink slip
Quit your day job
Quit your day job
Dont be a fucking slob!
The Fruits of your labour, have been wasted
In the summer time there, you wanna taste it
so call up all your boss and quit
find a replacement
There's better things in life, let's face it
Get your pink slip
Get your pink slip
Quit your day job
Quit your day job
an' Tell em all to fuck off
an' Tell em all to fuck off
an' Tell em all to fuck off
an' Tell em all to fuck off
- Music:Pink Slip - The Unband
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